freedom to the people

2009-05-20T04:40:00.000-07:00

wow... long time!!! haha
hmmm i love frisbee.
that's all.
and i love you.
sian.. got to do my report for the class i hate the most.
ok
BYE!

2009-02-05T05:15:00.000-08:00

everything is fine with you here with me.
hand in hand.
i'm in peace with myself.
i am happy.

i love you 7

awesome-ness!

2008-12-02T05:02:00.000-08:00

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it
Because they’d stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone its broken
So they think that I was sleeping alone
I’d put myself firs
tAnd make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waiting for me to come home (to come home)

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man

I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted (wanted)
Cause he’s taken you for granted (granted)
And everything you had got destroyed
It’s a little too late for you to come back

Say its just a mistake
Think I forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong
But you're just a boy

You don’t understand (yea you don’t understand)
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you’ll wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurt
sUntil you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy…

CHECK OUT THE VID!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=it_lzJVoKTY&feature=related

IT'S AWESOME-NESS!!!

I LOVE YOU 7

2008-11-23T05:15:00.000-08:00

THERE'S REALLY NO MEANING TO THE PREVIOUS BLOG.

pain lies within

2008-11-23T04:59:00.000-08:00

YOU HAVE HURT ME ENOUGH.

STUPID DAMN BLISTER!!!!

i know. and i don't want to know.i hope you don't know. but i want you to know. do you know?
i bet you don't know. cause i know you don't know. but who knows?
i know.

I HATE KNOWING.

i love you 7.

RED BALLOON.

2008-11-09T04:27:00.000-08:00

OK. let's start with yesterday.so i went for piano lesson at my old house. BABY keeps thinking my lesson is two hours, but i told him like ten thousand times it's only one hour. SOTONG. after lesson we went to get bread to feed the swans. but i was afraid i will be home too late so we postpone it to tomorrow. then whe nhe sent me home i saw a dog in my house so i showed BABY. then my bro say him ans ask whether he played bball and he said ya. so BABY had to stay for lunch and play bbal with my bro and his friends. it was AWESOME! finally i get to see my BABY play ball. i played a little and have two blisters on each of my toe.OUCH!!!!

i love watching BABY play ball. and then BABY sent me home while my bro went to his friends house. walked from yew tee cc to my house. BABY bathed at my house then we watch kat and jon plus 8.

i want 8 kids.you hear me BABY!!

TODAY
BABY and i went to celebrate our 15th month anniversary!!! i went to BABY'S house in the morning. then we went to he an( BABY'S brother) school carnival with his sister and mother. around 1 we wanted to go botanical garden, but i was too tired. so we went to his house to sleep first.then we went to then botanical garden at around 5. we fed the fishes and saw this huge fish it was like the size of a pillow. WOW! the swans were full. so we didn't get to feed them. we hand fed one of the tortoise.COOL! then BABY sent me home. so now here i am.

time is nothing compared to what we have.
you and i,
forever.

I LOVE YOU 7.

2008-11-07T06:06:00.001-08:00

i'm tired of being strong. i need you. why did you leave me?

damn damn tired, but i got e learning week
haha
i'm feeling happy!

i love you 7

bitch please.

2008-11-04T04:49:00.000-08:00

shut the hell up you dog! OMG!! THAT DOG OUTSIDE MY HOUSE WON'T STOP BARKING!!!!!

BUT... i mean it. bitch shut that disgusting, vile, useless, nasty, treacherous, vulgar, defiled hole of yours! and i mean ALL of them.

just keep your empty thoughts to yourself. honestly, you're wasting space.

AN FREAKIN AWESOME DAY!!

2008-11-02T05:42:00.000-08:00

HEHE!!!! omg i'm so happy!!!!` feel like i got recharged. YES! NOW I'LL STUDY ALL THE WAY!!!!

me and B went on a date today. went to vivo to catch 20th century boy, then went to eat at central. not very nice, but we wanted ajisen after watching the movie but we can't find it. so went to walk walk look for my cousin's wedding prezzie. THEN we saw ajisen. OMG!!!! hehe then went walk walk. went to pet safari saw all the cute doggies and hamster. B SAID THAT IF I GET 3.5 and above for this sem he'll get me a hamster. HEHEHEHE. and a turtle.HEHEHEHEHE. then wanted to get a toy for zappy, but was quite ex and not really worth it cause like the toys are SUPER flimsy. zappy can just sit on the toys and it's exploded. Zap is a bull terrier. she destroys.I'M SERIOUS.BUT she's afraid of my fart!!! hahaha!!!!

i'm so happy. i accept everything. it's been so long since me and B went for a date. so it's a good thing. we laugh and fight and tickled and just basked in each other's presence.so fun.

TO B: you will have to get me the turtle and hamster cause i will score better then you. and no matter what. my heart is always yours. i love you unconditionally and for as long as time is moving.

you and i
soar through time.

I LOVE YOU 7.

2008-11-01T07:36:00.000-07:00

i'm sorry for not contacting you.i hope you read this.i just don't know how to face you again after so long. i feel guilty and that makes me wanna back out of your life. you deserve better.

i should not have done it. it only hurts more inside.

ANYWAY. enough of the emo shit. hahahahahahaha bro's friends came over today. one's a mp and one's a police officer. SUPER COOL!!! one of them just had his tonsils removed.. hmmmm... i just realised i know these people since i was p3! OMG!!! they're practically my brothers as well.. haha!!!

i went shopping with mum. she wanted to get shorts and i got a dress for my dear wen hui jie jie wedding. i kinda like it. i can't put on weight.. and it's sexy haha!!! plus i'm one of the bridesmaid!! cool!!!!! i can't wait.

studied the whole day. tml i'll be going out with B. it's been so long since we went out together. i feel old now. damn it.and i don't know what to wear tml.

sometimeyoumakemeangrybecausei....

I LOVE MY BABY 7

2008-10-30T05:44:00.000-07:00

I HAVE GREATNESS IN MY LIFE. AND THEY'RE MY FRIENDS.
MY STRENGTH AND SUPPORT.

i don't wanna care

2008-10-27T00:45:00.000-07:00

hmmm. ok fine. have it your way. i'll shut up.

i'll just typewhatever i feel out.haha
^ ^ it's raining. i feel like sleeping.

anyway i damn slow. CONGRATS TO JJ AND QL!!!
omg i so totally envy them.

i'll only think of my future i wanna do better and be the best so that i can give the best to my best.

i'm not going to think of my past or your past because it's a waste of my time. and there's nothing for me to worry. if it happens it happens, no one can stop it.

i WILL study hard for myself and for the future.

sad.happiness

2008-10-20T06:44:00.000-07:00

well, alot of shit happened. but we'll get over it. we have to. damn it.
zap is going crazy, she's barking at nothing, which is quite creepy, but i know it's nothing cause zap is forever like that. Baby bathe like damn FREAKIN long.

I'LL BE THROWING TAMTRUMS FOR AWHILE! BEAR WITH IT!

DAMN ANGRY!

DAMN SAD!

DAMN HAPPY!!!

I LOVE YOU 7

surprise

2008-10-09T06:23:00.001-07:00

OMG. that's all for now.

HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!

2008-10-08T04:20:00.000-07:00

OH YEAAAHHH!!!

BELIEVE IT OR NOT! i changed my blogskin by myself. i felt really umcomfortable because of stomach virus. i like want to vomit but could not vomit and my stomach just felt bloated and painful. oh well, so i can't sleep and i'm super bored. He's having fun so i don't wanna bother him, so i just change my blogskin. HHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!

I'M INDEPENDENT!!! NOT CODEPENDENT!!!!

OH YEAHH!!!

i'm quite surprised my blog turn out all right. still might wanna change it. but what the hell. i shall enjoy MY fruits of MY labour. hehe.

this shows thati'm not a computer idiot!!!

I'M GOING TO NOT CARE ABOUT ANYTHING!!!!!!!

i jsut wanna get better.

below is the lyrics for superwoman by alicia keys! i so love this song.

everywhere i'm turning
nothing seems complete
i stand up and i'm searching
for the better part of me

i hang my head in sorrow
state of humanity
i wear it on my shoulders
gotta find the strength in me

Cause I am a Superwoman
Yes I amYes she is
Even when I'm a mess
I still put on a vest
With an S on my chest
Oh yes
I'm a Superwoman

For all the mothers fighting
For better days to come
And all my women, all my women sitting here trying
To come home before the sun
And all my sisters Coming together
Say yes I will Yes I can

Cause I am a Superwoman
Yes I am Yes she is
Even when I'm a mess
I still put on a vest
With an S on my chest
Oh yes I'm a Superwoman

When I'm breaking down
And I can't be found
And I start to get weak
Cause no one knows
Me underneath these clothes
But I can fly We can fly, Oooohh

Cause I am a Superwoman
Yes I am Yes she is
Even when I'm a mess
I still put on a vest
With an S on my chest
Oh yes I'm a Superwoman

lotong

2008-10-08T03:39:00.000-07:00

hahahahahah!!!
xi guan liao!!!!!

hmmm, i think i'll change my blogskin.

pain is a part of growing

2008-09-28T04:06:00.000-07:00

i'm back! i have alot to say, but i don't what to say. so i'll just let it flow.

i want to be heard, i want to say things that i keep in my pandora box. but i can't, and i won't. the words that i hide, is like pandora's box, it will let loose chaos and wreck my life. love can only move so much.i kind of discovered something, or rather derived with my theory. and it hurts me like a searing fire racing through my lifeline. i have let loose pandora's box on myself.if only i could stop thinking.

2008-09-10T09:08:00.000-07:00

soisitdifficultforyoutoreadthis.peterpipperhadapackofpickledpepperapackofpickledpepperpeterpipperhad
ifpeterpipperhadapackofpickledpepperwhere'sthepackofpickledpepperpeterpipperhad.

i'm tired.night.

stop the pressure stop the pain

2008-09-10T09:02:00.000-07:00

damn it. my mother dearest has been on my case alot lately.she's like i want you to experience life. i'm like ya i know, i just want to do it on my own terms. i want to swe the world, but not using your money and not when i'm suppose to be a student. stop forcing me to do things. stop making decisions for me, it's time for me to make my own decisions. even if it takes me the wrong way, at least it's my life i chose to lead. iwanna talk to you. just be a wta. haha. you'll never know what it stand for.

long time

2008-09-09T08:16:00.000-07:00

haha i worked!!! at... guess where!!! somewhere far....far... far away....EXPO!!!!!!!! all i did was sort books and arrange books. arranging books is the worst! it's a never-ending war.. the minute it's sorted, it's messed up again... damn it....angry angry...but it's over and the moolah is GOOOOOODDD!!!

LUCKY MING MING!!! got to go to the flyers! lucky lucky!!! hope you last long long with david!

hmmmm....i think i MIGHT go jogging tml...MIGHT.....

I LOVE THE HOLIDAYS!!! IT'S SO SLACK!!!! I WISH EVERYDAY IS A HOLIDAY... OH WAIT! IT IS!!!!.... until school starts....damnit!

haha okok i got a joke!!!

what did the boy octopus said to the girl octopus?

i want to hold your hand. hand. hand, hand, hand, hand, hand, hand.

haha funny!??!??!!

hahahahahahahhahahahahahaha

i had a great time with B.
I LOVE YOU TILL THE END.

2008-08-29T21:02:00.000-07:00

then i will show you the beautiful side of you. so that you'll love yourself.

skeletons in the closet

2008-08-29T08:05:00.000-07:00

went back ti regent today for teachers' day! meet up with everyone, so sad qi qi wasn't there.i miss her. after that , we went to kbox, and sang our hearts out. YAY!!! I GOT TO SING FEVER!!!!! A CLASSIC!!!

too bad. B wasn't there.oh well.

i'm madly in love.

satie gymnopedie no.1

2008-08-26T08:05:00.000-07:00

today ana and estella came over to 'run' actually it's only estella running me and ana just walk and crap about eveything.ana and estella played guitar hero and DOA on my bro's friends Xbox. GOD IS FAIR. estella is damn good at studying but not so good at guitar hero. haha

B fell and sort of sprained his left wrist and got scratches on his right hand.YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU. I TOLD YOU HOW MANY F-ING THOUSAAND TIMES TO BE CAREFUL!YOU YOU YOU! ARGH!!! my heart really hurts. damn it.PLEASE BE MORE CAREFUL DUMMMY!!!!

1437

=)

2008-08-25T09:11:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. i've been in a bad mood like for awhile already, until i watched walter and jeff dunham.i introduced it to B and he was laughing on the phone. that made me really happy. i sort of indirectly made him happy by introducing the video. hehe go check it out guys. type in jeff dunham and walter... it's so f-ing funny! GETT OFFF!!! go watch it and you'll get what i mean.

hmmm hang out with B today, was really fun. i got a secret weapon. hahaha! can't believe B is scared of SUCH a SMAll thing.

anyway that's all for now, pretty shag!

1437

2008-08-22T05:16:00.000-07:00

I just want to see you
When you're all alone
I just want to catch you if I can
I just want to be there
When the morning light explodes
On your face it radiates
I can't escape
I love you till the end

I just want to tell you nothing
You don't want to hear
All I want is for you to say
Why don't you just take me
Where I've never been before
I know you want to hear me
Catch my breath
I love you till the end

I just want to be there
When were caught in the rain
I just want to see you laugh not cry
I just want to feel you
When the night puts on its cloak
I'm lost for words don't tell me
All I can say
I love you till the end

MY SUCCESS

2008-08-19T07:41:00.000-07:00

ok so since B POSTED ABOUT ME! SO I'LL POST ABOUT HIM!

here's what happen, so i was at B's house right, and i waited for him to finish bathing. As usual he was checking himself out in the mirror. then i saw him walk over so i waited beside the door, where he can't see me. the thing is B just woke up, and was super blur!

when he walked out of the room i went BOO stretched out my hands. B got scared, he grabbed my arms and SCREAM IN MY FACE!!!!!!

OMG!!!! IT'S SO FUNNY!!! I NEARLY PEED IN MY PANTS AND DIED LAUGHING!!!!

HAHAHA!!!!!!!!
OMG
OMG
OMG
OMG
OMG
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

he looked like a small eyed, sleepy on medication zombie screaming at me!

I STILL LOVE YOU, even when you get scared.

family

2008-08-19T07:37:00.000-07:00

I LOVE MY FAMILY!

I LOVE MY BABY!

TIRED

2008-08-18T08:12:00.000-07:00

i'm so so so tired.
i'm tired of EXAMS.
i'm tired of STUDYING.
i'm tired of every little thing.

I WANNA SLEEP!

tomorrow is my second last paper, which is my third paper. O level seems so easy now.

will blog more after my last paper which is on fri.

i feel...

AN AWESOME DAY!

2008-08-09T20:37:00.000-07:00

i did post last night but no internet so it didn't really got through.

WOW! yesterday was really awesome!!!! we went to catch journey to the centre of the world...such a long title ^ ^ it was really not bad. better then expected!then we went to west coast to slack and have fun at the play ground..HAHA the spinning thingy really made me super HIGH!!! i jump from the rock climbing thing and i think i sort of hurt my ankle.. hehe so on the wasy back from west coast to cck i was like really quiet. then when it was better i told B about it.. and we went to TAKE NEOPRINTS!!!!!!! haha had a really good time decorating it with B hahahahahahahahahahaha

baby one year have passed, but there will be many more. and we'll walk through it together. no matter what happens, my love for you will never change. and i'm thankful for every moment i have with you. my life is perfect with you in it.

i love you.

i'm so happy!

2008-08-08T09:05:00.002-07:00

Today is like the most important day of this year! not only did the olympics started, IT'S HECHEN'S BIRTHDAY AND OUR ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!!

I'M SO SO SO HAPPY!

baby, we've been through so much. but i'm always still here standing beside you. forever i promise you. i love you.without a doubt and no matter what.

watched the olympics with mama and papa tonight...hehe made it in time to call B to wish him happy birthday and sing him his song! can't wait to see him! i so wanna hug him right now....

baby is finally old!!!! you're the best i have.
i love you 7.

i'm so happy!

2008-08-08T09:05:00.001-07:00

ONE MORE DAY

2008-08-07T07:26:00.001-07:00

YEAH!!!!!!!!! THIS SAT WILL BE OUR 1 YR ANNIVERSARY!!! I CAN'T WAIT!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WENT TO STUDY WITH B TIS AFTERNOON. haahaa handphone in pocket..hehe only B will get it.

B thought the previous post was about him. nope it's not.

it's for my pillar of support who's crumbling. i just want you to know. i'll support you. please know that i'm here.

24 more hours.
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ONE MORE DAY

2008-08-07T07:26:00.000-07:00

wondering about the future

2008-08-06T08:18:00.000-07:00

I FEEL SAD

i still love you no matter what you did or didn't do. please just wake up. don't talk about death so easily. there's always something to live for. and that is yourself. don't live for other people. live for yourself. there's always a silver lining. jsut wait for it. it can take years or days or even hours, but it will come. just endure and look forward to it

TODAY

2008-08-05T02:13:00.000-07:00

here are a few things i want to have/be:

1) i want to be strong.
i want to be strong, not jsut physically but mentally and emotionally.
2)i want to be sexy!!!!
there's no explanation for this. it's every girl's dream.
3)i want to get good results for my exams.( at least pass them)
i know i've been slacking the whole sem, so for the last run, i'll PUSH ALL THE WAY!!

for now these three are the only ones i can think of.

i was upset.

but it's not your fault.

sorry.

REALISATION

2008-08-03T06:46:00.000-07:00

I FINALLY REALISE....I HAVE ALOT OF SHIT TO CATCH UP!!!!!!
SO IT'S NO MORE PLAY TIME!!!!!!!!!! FOR 3 WEEKS AT LEAST!!!!!!!!

can the world really wake up and take a good look around?
justt take a glimpse at the damage you have done to the world.
don't you feel any sense of shame!
not only do you hurt the world that supports you and nurture you. you hurt your own kind. GENOCIDE. killing.hurting.raping.fucking up your own life.
everyday there's news of death or murder.
is this the world you want to live in?
WAKE UP!!

OKAY!!! emo time over!!! HEHE JSUT HAD TO GET THAT OFF MY CHEST!!!

I GOT A SURPRISE!!

FOURTH POST!!!!!!!

2008-07-24T07:10:00.000-07:00

SORRY DEAR HUI MING!!! I DON'T KNOW HOW TO LINK PPL!!! I'LL ASK CHEN TO DO IT FOR ME... give me time!!!!

ANYWAY ABOUT TODAY= went for NRA i think it's the first time i ever felt like i had fun! cause the people in A4 ARE REALLY HIGH!!!!! COOL!!!! AND JOANNA WAS THERE!!!!!

i didn't really get to spend time with babykins today...=( so sad... baby's going for skating competition next thurs! i'm going to support!!!

YEAAH!!!!!!!!!

TML GOING TO GET BRO'S B-DAE PREZZIE WITH BABYKINS!!!!!

I LOVE YOU 7

THIRD POST!!!

2008-07-23T06:37:00.000-07:00

hahahahhhhahahahahahahahahaahahha....ppl at the blk 72 printing room, i'm so sorry. especially to the third year lady in accounting i'm so sorry i didn't mean to hog the printer. it was my first time using the printing room and i really didn't know what to do. BLAME IT ON ANA!!!!!! HAHAHA JUST KIDDING!!!!! ANA MADE ME FEEL SO BAD LA!!!!!! I FELT LIKE APOLOGISING TO THE WHOLE ROOM! BUT IT'S TOO LATE TO APOLOGISE, IT'S TOO LATE...and the song goes on...

ANYWAY!!! SUCH A NORMAL DAY. SCH HOME STUDY. OMG SUCH A LET DOWN. i thought i could get my NRA pants today. and i tried one that was damn commmmmmfortablleeeee. BUT it was too damn freakin BIG. baby said i look like an elephant.........ARGH!!!!!! IT WAS SOOOOO CLOSE YET SO FARRRR!!!!

AN ELEPHANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just needed one size smaller.....

AND I NEARLY LOST MY BRO'S ARMY HAT...
BABY KEPT ON SAYING I WOULD LOST OUR BABY NEXT TIME.....
I SHALL NOT!!!!!!!!!!......i hope......

TO BABY:THANKS FOR SHOPPING WITH ME TODAY!! and for telling me the truth about those pants....ELEPHANT!!!

haha you make me so happy!

I LOVE YOU 7

SECOND POST!!

2008-07-21T07:13:00.000-07:00

i read this phrase in a manga i bought. THE COURSE OF TRUE LOVE NEVER DID RUN SMOOTH. and i totally believe that.

ANYWAY, about my day. nothing much happen.went to sch.come home.dinner.bathe.study. such a monotonous day.

baby is so adorable.he's so blur he makes me laugh. i called him at 6 in the morning on sunday. then he thought it was monday and rushed out of his room to get ready for sch.THEN he realised it's SUNDAY.

SO DUMB/ADORABLE!!!!

I LOVE YOU.

First time in alot of first time

2008-07-19T18:13:00.000-07:00

HAHA!!!! OMG I REMEBERED CREATING TWO BLOGS BEFORE I THINK. but i totally forgot about them!! haha silly me!! well just an intro of myself..
i'm 17 living the life in SUNNY SINGAPORE!! I HAVE THE BESTEST BOYFRIEND EVER!!! AND THE GREATEST FRIENDS ANYONE CAN HAVE. HEHE.

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!