Friday, August 29, 2008
then i will show you the beautiful side of you. so that you'll love yourself.
went back ti regent today for teachers' day! meet up with everyone, so sad qi qi wasn't there.i miss her. after that , we went to kbox, and sang our hearts out. YAY!!! I GOT TO SING FEVER!!!!! A CLASSIC!!!
too bad. B wasn't there.oh well.
i'm madly in love.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
today ana and estella came over to 'run' actually it's only estella running me and ana just walk and crap about eveything.ana and estella played guitar hero and DOA on my bro's friends Xbox. GOD IS FAIR. estella is damn good at studying but not so good at guitar hero. haha
B fell and sort of sprained his left wrist and got scratches on his right hand.YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU. I TOLD YOU HOW MANY F-ING THOUSAAND TIMES TO BE CAREFUL!YOU YOU YOU! ARGH!!! my heart really hurts. damn it.PLEASE BE MORE CAREFUL DUMMMY!!!!
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Monday, August 25, 2008
hmmm.. i've been in a bad mood like for awhile already, until i watched walter and jeff dunham.i introduced it to B and he was laughing on the phone. that made me really happy. i sort of indirectly made him happy by introducing the video. hehe go check it out guys. type in jeff dunham and walter... it's so f-ing funny! GETT OFFF!!! go watch it and you'll get what i mean.
hmmm hang out with B today, was really fun. i got a secret weapon. hahaha! can't believe B is scared of SUCH a SMAll thing.
anyway that's all for now, pretty shag!
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Friday, August 22, 2008
I just want to see you
When you're all alone
I just want to catch you if I can
I just want to be there
When the morning light explodes
On your face it radiates
I can't escape
I love you till the end
I just want to tell you nothing
You don't want to hear
All I want is for you to say
Why don't you just take me
Where I've never been before
I know you want to hear me
Catch my breath
I love you till the end
I just want to be there
When were caught in the rain
I just want to see you laugh not cry
I just want to feel you
When the night puts on its cloak
I'm lost for words don't tell me
All I can say
I love you till the end
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
ok so since B POSTED ABOUT ME! SO I'LL POST ABOUT HIM!
here's what happen, so i was at B's house right, and i waited for him to finish bathing. As usual he was checking himself out in the mirror. then i saw him walk over so i waited beside the door, where he can't see me. the thing is B just woke up, and was super blur!
when he walked out of the room i went BOO stretched out my hands. B got scared, he grabbed my arms and SCREAM IN MY FACE!!!!!!
OMG!!!! IT'S SO FUNNY!!! I NEARLY PEED IN MY PANTS AND DIED LAUGHING!!!!
HAHAHA!!!!!!!!
OMG
OMG
OMG
OMG
OMG
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
he looked like a small eyed, sleepy on medication zombie screaming at me!
I STILL LOVE YOU, even when you get scared.
I LOVE MY FAMILY!
I LOVE MY BABY!
Monday, August 18, 2008
i'm so so so tired.
i'm tired of EXAMS.
i'm tired of STUDYING.
i'm tired of every little thing.
I WANNA SLEEP!
tomorrow is my second last paper, which is my third paper. O level seems so easy now.
will blog more after my last paper which is on fri.
i feel...
Saturday, August 9, 2008
i did post last night but no internet so it didn't really got through.
WOW! yesterday was really awesome!!!! we went to catch journey to the centre of the world...such a long title ^ ^ it was really not bad. better then expected!then we went to west coast to slack and have fun at the play ground..HAHA the spinning thingy really made me super HIGH!!! i jump from the rock climbing thing and i think i sort of hurt my ankle.. hehe so on the wasy back from west coast to cck i was like really quiet. then when it was better i told B about it.. and we went to TAKE NEOPRINTS!!!!!!! haha had a really good time decorating it with B hahahahahahahahahahaha
baby one year have passed, but there will be many more. and we'll walk through it together. no matter what happens, my love for you will never change. and i'm thankful for every moment i have with you. my life is perfect with you in it.
i love you.
Friday, August 8, 2008
Today is like the most important day of this year! not only did the olympics started, IT'S HECHEN'S BIRTHDAY AND OUR ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!!
I'M SO SO SO HAPPY!
baby, we've been through so much. but i'm always still here standing beside you. forever i promise you. i love you.without a doubt and no matter what.
watched the olympics with mama and papa tonight...hehe made it in time to call B to wish him happy birthday and sing him his song! can't wait to see him! i so wanna hug him right now....
baby is finally old!!!! you're the best i have.
i love you 7.
Thursday, August 7, 2008
YEAH!!!!!!!!! THIS SAT WILL BE OUR 1 YR ANNIVERSARY!!! I CAN'T WAIT!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WENT TO STUDY WITH B TIS AFTERNOON. haahaa handphone in pocket..hehe only B will get it.
B thought the previous post was about him. nope it's not.
it's for my pillar of support who's crumbling. i just want you to know. i'll support you. please know that i'm here.
24 more hours.
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Wednesday, August 6, 2008
I FEEL SAD
i still love you no matter what you did or didn't do. please just wake up. don't talk about death so easily. there's always something to live for. and that is yourself. don't live for other people. live for yourself. there's always a silver lining. jsut wait for it. it can take years or days or even hours, but it will come. just endure and look forward to it
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
here are a few things i want to have/be:
1) i want to be strong.
i want to be strong, not jsut physically but mentally and emotionally.
2)i want to be sexy!!!!
there's no explanation for this. it's every girl's dream.
3)i want to get good results for my exams.( at least pass them)
i know i've been slacking the whole sem, so for the last run, i'll PUSH ALL THE WAY!!
for now these three are the only ones i can think of.
i was upset.
but it's not your fault.
sorry.
Sunday, August 3, 2008
I FINALLY REALISE....I HAVE ALOT OF SHIT TO CATCH UP!!!!!!
SO IT'S NO MORE PLAY TIME!!!!!!!!!! FOR 3 WEEKS AT LEAST!!!!!!!!
can the world really wake up and take a good look around?
justt take a glimpse at the damage you have done to the world.
don't you feel any sense of shame!
not only do you hurt the world that supports you and nurture you. you hurt your own kind. GENOCIDE. killing.hurting.raping.fucking up your own life.
everyday there's news of death or murder.
is this the world you want to live in?
WAKE UP!!
OKAY!!! emo time over!!! HEHE JSUT HAD TO GET THAT OFF MY CHEST!!!
I GOT A SURPRISE!!